Tuesday, September 8, 2009

When you have everything you could ever want, you become dead inside.

12:51 PM

I mean really, when I was in dhaka, I wanted to go see my mom in karachi, when I was in karachi, all I really wanted was to get out of there as soon as possible, and when I got out of there I listened to my mom over the phone being all sad and miserable, and it made me guilty and sad. Wow I am one confused person!
You know thinking about death every two minits a day realy works (especially if you are a muslim [if you are a bad muslim its all the more terrifying]) on your faith. I swear I'm scared gutless.
And I have to skim through my japanese notebook again =.=' .
I WANT MY ROOM BACK! Oh GAWWD WHEN does dad LEAVE! This is really starting to get to me. I dont know what i miss most. my desk or my bed, but i miss it!!!! I dont believe he came over in MAY and he's still not LEAVING! I mean its not like I dont like having him here I just dont like him stealing my room!
I'm reading Gravitation Ex these days and I have no idea what freaks my cousins off so much. LOL.
And dad wont let me drive. And he wont let me buy myself a bike.
But he DID get me a job.
Lifes a mess.
Who needs a job in the first place?!?
I WANT MY ROOM!