Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I'mgoingcrazy O.O

12:23 AM

Today is one of those days when reality hits me squarely in the face. It makes me speech-less and dizzy. It makes me want to cry and it makes me want to smile. It slits my writs and it suffocates me. It makes me go weak at knees. It makes me want to howl at the top of my lungs.
Aaand it makes me want to take relaxants!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Boooooored.

6:55 PM

Okay so... All these days when I didnt have time for blogspot I did what? I had fun, I studied, hanged out with friends, Illustrated drawings, And what not.
I illustrated this pretty Miwako picture. that made it look even prettier. I guess... Am I being too full of myself?
AND TODAY! I was cooking. I burnt my hand. I can cook but it damages my skin most of the time =.=' .
I did math. After a long long time. And I forgot the formulae of cube root thing.
My custody is changing for the first time in my life. It makes me scared. I mean, new things are new. Eventually they become old. But when CHANGES are new they scare the crap out of me. Changes are not always good you know. They can be bad. And getting my custody shifted to my mother is very...very...bad.
Eventually they might find me on the brink of death. Beaten into a pulp. all bloody. WHO KNOWS WHAT MY HAPPEN! O.O.
Thank gods my dad thought he didnt want a wife. after the third one =.=' .
I think I'm going nuts at my blogs expence. Byebye!