Friday, July 31, 2009

When I feel very helpless, I do stupid things _._

8:08 PM

You know when you try to figure out what it is that you want and you just dont? Figure it out? I mean, no matter how simple your mind is. I just cant get it, I mean, I know its not that end of my life but I just cant get rid of the feeling that someone dropped a stone inside my stomach, this feeling makes me wanna cry. I dont believe how melanchy and/or depressed I sound.

I'm trying, trying, trying so hard. I just dont know.
I'm developing bad habits like tea and smoking and I just dont know. And I'm turning into a Simple Plan whore (teqnichally that means I'm addicted to Simple Plan). And some how I just know that this is the decline of the fantasy world of Tiaville.

And Please oh please, someone! anyone! teach me how to properly use photoshop CS3. I just learned how to do that pen thing and I dont know anything else. How much I would like to illustrate but I just dont know how. How much I want some privacy and loud music and a good doze of weed. And maybe just a little passionate attention.
*stops
*slaps herself in the head
*drops dead
Byebye.

3 comments:

~RainDrops said...

Aww , cheer up , get some sleep and eat plenty! ;)

Tia* said...

TT.T

Haleem said...

isn't there some ps3 tutorial on the web? I learned pagemaker that way.

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